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Electronic Manufacturing Electronic Manufacturing Services already turned off the computer, but can’t help, climbs down the bed eventually, ” write some things ” .
Calculate carefully, looking for a job has so long a period too. If the university is four years growing up in four years, the course of what is then would look for a job should be a kind of milestone jump.
Before the achievement has not come down to prepare for the postgraduate qualifying examinationing, add the lazy psychology to one’s own confidence, I have not been regarding looking for a job as a proper business to do all the time. Wallowing in the reality in illusion too, I was nearly designing the day pursuing the master degree inch by inch every day at that time, the book to be read, the thing to be done –Unfufilled undertaking of my undergraduate course era of those; Though the accidental reason that will think and pursue the master degree and speciality that oneself does not very like, but the day full of illusion is always hopeful to click.
Result in hope on being plentiful come, I remember oneself should make pieces of clever low-key people. That period of time when postgraduate qualifying examination is defeated, my warning many times, perhaps pursue the master degree just to a kind of vast and hazy continuity of undergraduate course of four years too, uncertain than now good too after pursue the master degree perhaps, I like those speciality that oneself choose perhaps, but believe firmly and already lose while hoping for completely oneself I have cried, can not control once began.
So far, look for a good job to begin to become the only hope.
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Pulling the finger, the resume thrown out almost all have more than one hundred, five or six have almost run too in job fair, nearly have no news each time, are all that body and mind is all exhausted each time.
The written examination participated in seems to have for several times too, IOC, Beijing Evening advertising department, Economic Daily one, publishing house of broadcasting and TV, but find oneself is not that one is good at the person that should pay the examination at all after entering the university, my written examination can only often go through too but Ga is stopped after going out of the examination hall –Have no reply. However, I participate in all kinds of multifarious written examinations always enjoying, I believe that sentence that many people chat about: The most important thing is to participate. OK, frustrate, it is only a kind of resource here, have nothing to do with success or failure. Sometimes go to participate in and already before examination forget that also there is a fact of result, just participate in, participate in, why but participate in busily rushing about everywhere forget oneself.
Some occasions will just join in the fun, will seek the measurement yardstick that oneself exists in a disguised form. Just as participating in the recruitment of Sina Web.
That is an on-the-spot job fair, I know one’s own behavior in this kind of occasion is always very unbearable, but still a ruthless ruthless heart, have gone. Right is acted as for a chance of oneself. Extremely tense at that time, in order to let oneself be calm, I did the best not to see those people above and below the stage, do the best to let oneself sit well, do the best to pinch one’s own hands ruthlessly when shivering slightly. The whole course is very long, the days pass heavily. Finish, come out, already brilliantly illuminated outside, the shadow is mottled that the way climbs the tree, the night wind blows gently –Feeling of living again a bit. Just find one’s own whole back of the hand is aglow, the nail mark of shape of many crescent moon after getting back to the dormitory, very clear. But I am still a little glad, a little content with one’s lot, thinking all the time before can’t take words out of the mouth in front of so many people by oneself, I still thought I dare, but I had supported, a goal has already been thrown behind by me, it can’t be with the woolen cloth glad that there is something.
The most unexpected, it is after that interview, in the interview afterwards, there will be mm that smile and say to me brimmingly, “I see you, you be there Sina those one of job fair? ” I am that a introversive one is difficult to the person which the person expressed one’s own emotion, but I moved at that time at least, it is the emotion of a stranger’s sincere blessing.
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The
Electronics Manufacturer interview gone through is innumerable, various names, the big one is small, settlement registered permanent residence to solve registered permanent residence, treatment earning a bare living reluctantly high, disdain I whom me disdain, have a chat about two sentences and refer to contracting carelessly, a lot.
I have abundant curiosity to this world, so only the condition is allowed, I will show up basically in all interviews, perhaps has too stored a psychology by sheer good luck. But someone says, ” you participate in 100 interviews, have failed 99 times, has succeeded once, it is enough this time. ”
Remember that there is a property firm of the great achievement of huge day of Beijing (later on I see this name entered the blacklist of ytht. ),The only interview officer is a little handsome boy that time, it is learnt that I am a student of Peking University (do not know at all in advance! )Later also showed slightly that admired –I recalled later that expression was thought-provoking for a while: Don’t think you are that I of Peking University do not dare to deceive you.
That handsome boy said later the company employed me, but I must join a training class before working, the training expense is xxx yuan, let me go to some so-and-so place to register soon. For the modern to the sensitivity of the money, I give birth suddenly in suspicion. Come back, search on one hundred degrees ” The great achievement of huge day ” ,In the page bottom ” Search relevantly ” Unexpectedly there is one in China ” The great achievement is a cheat on huge day ” ,It is n many people’s complaint after being fooled after clicking and opening.
Appear the thing, talk in professional jargon, laugh once oneself first naturally. But heart feel a pain very much smile at, look for a job itself it in great numbers very already, make people worn out mentally and physically, give us trap to let us jump again, it is really put out to think about it.
As long as the heaven and earth endure sometimes to the limit, the interview ” has no one definitely continuously” . How much has participated in on earth, have never calculated, has not dared to calculate at all times.
On May Day eve, under the recommendation of an enthusiastic senior apprentice, the advertising department with a newspaper office fixed. I have settled down, plan to work after May Day from really beginning the handwritten graduation thesis at that time. Seem very relaxed in that period of time, rare easiness, psychology is smooth.
I go report after the May Day, there are accidents suddenly. Newspaper office say general headquarters leader think people of here many, at this point present recruitment. In other words, refused me mildly and roundaboutly.
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Electronics Manufacturing China Electronics Contract Manufacturing have failed again quickly. Reach a low ebb from one summit.